#16 Poem: Yes I Am Broken Today

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Yes i am broken today
By every word you said
but i won’t cry
I won’t feel bad

I knew this will happen
Sooner or later
You made me your Kingdom
And became a dictator

You expected alot
I tried and failed
You still wanted the change
So i stood up and paid

I paid my identity
I paid myself
To satisfy your wishes
I lost the innerself

I am here not to complain
But to ask a few questions
Was it correct to transform me?
As per your expectations?

I have my own face
I have my own thoughts
Couldn’t you love me
The way i was ?

I never asked you
To change even a bit
The way you are
With love i accepted

I know i made mistakes
And even you did too
But for you i was wrong
And you were always true

Yes i am broken today
But smiling heading ahead
I won’t frown from now
No tears i will shed.!!

Few relationships are hard to end up.. but.. ending up is the correct choice!!

© Amulya Bhardwaj

52 Comments Add yours

  1. I am with you
    HOLDING YOUR HAND FOREVER..

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    1. Being_Amulya says:

      Thank you deah ❤ LOL

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  2. Bhanu says:

    Because you are a lioness !

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  3. Bahut Khub. Amulya ji.

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    1. Amulya says:

      thank you 🙂

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      1. Welcome Amulyaji.

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  4. pratyushbat says:

    Good to know 😀
    I’ll have to disappoint you but I am looking forward to it ;p

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    1. Amulya says:

      :/ thnx for the read.
      Hve a great ahead.

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      1. pratyushbat says:

        I mean no offense 🙂
        You re welcome..see ya

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      2. Amulya says:

        Yeah 🙂

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  5. pratyushbat says:

    you will get the hang of it for sure :p

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    1. Amulya says:

      May i know who are you? It seems like i know u

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  6. pratyushbat says:

    Just saying though…!
    I wish in the end everything unfolds and starts to make sense in your life 😉

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    1. Amulya says:

      Yeah.. i hope too…
      Things will tke time to come back to form.. but surely they will 🙂

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  7. I am an Indian too!
    -S

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    1. Amulya says:

      Waaah !! 😀 name plz 😛

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      1. It’s Soumi. And you have got a sweet name too😀
        -S

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      2. Amulya says:

        Thank You !! 🙂
        And hey, you have a rare name too lol
        What does it mean !? Hmm??

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      3. Not very sure ! Related to goodness of everything and something to do with the Moon! That’s the best I know off!
        Actually it’s a amalgam of my parent’s name!
        -S

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      4. Amulya says:

        Amalgam?? 😮 whts this?? Lol
        And i likd it deah… different and rare..

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      5. It’s a mixture of both their names!as in my papa’s name is shouvick and Mummum’s name is Mousumi, so mine is Sou+mi=Soumi!
        -S

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      6. Amulya says:

        Woww!! Are you bengoli??

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      7. Amulya says:

        Heheh… i knew it B) bengoli chori 😛

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      8. Hahaha! Your ‘s is an amazing blog! I am glad to have joined Wp as it helps me meet all these awesome people like you!
        Have a great day!
        -S

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      9. Amulya says:

        Hehehe… even yours is brilliant!
        Have a great day ahead you too deah..
        Blessed be 🙂

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  8. When you love someone you love the whole person just as he/she is and not as you would like them to be.

    Beautifully expressed,Amulya!
    -S

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    1. Amulya says:

      Thanx alot deah… 🙂 and yes… ur words are true…

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  9. pratyushbat says:

    Coz u seem to be quite dangerous :p

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    1. Amulya says:

      Hahahaha xD ky yr

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  10. pratyushbat says:

    I do not intend to spoil ur comments here but I was wondering if u can tell me your sunsign…out f curiosity? oO

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    1. Amulya says:

      Lol by birthdate its leo.. and by name is Sagittarius!!
      But why u askd??

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  11. Moving ahead was apt, we come close due to differences and not see them disappear

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    1. Amulya says:

      Thank You deah!!

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  12. Nice poem. You are right. Some “relationships are hard to end up.. but.. ending up is the best choice.”

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    1. Amulya says:

      Thank You Sir..

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  13. Chad D. says:

    “You still wanted the change // So I stood up and paid” Very effectively meaningful.
    I understand you, feel for you, I really deeply do
    Just know, 3D printers sure work, if not for glue 🙂
    Care for yourself well.

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    1. Amulya says:

      Thank You !! For reading..writing… and for the kind words.
      Writing what you feel.. always helps!! As it does!!
      Thanx again 🙂

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  14. Vivek says:

    Deah! I told you I will surely make you feel glad about me!

    And you just made up your name in my favourite bloggers list!

    I would really like you to answer my questions!

    Congratulations! 😀

    https://vivektoshniwal.wordpress.com/2015/05/20/the_leibster_award/

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    1. Amulya says:

      OMG!! Thanks a ton!! Feels so good when someone likes your work!! Like do urs !! Hehe 😉
      Thanks again !! Feeling great 😀

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      1. Vivek says:

        It feels really exciting to make someone feel so special!
        You’re most welcome!

        And you know? I like the way you write “dear”, Deah!

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      2. Amulya says:

        Hahaha… you made me even happier!!
        Lol and you know I was actually waiting for you to read my works ( as you committed earlier ) lol

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      3. Vivek says:

        You just put a smile on my face!

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      4. Amulya says:

        Aww glad i did.. 😉
        Waise bhi.. you have a cute smile!! Mr.Vivek 🙂

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      5. Vivek says:

        Okay… Stop it now…!!

        If you want to then you can ping me anywhere else than my blog!
        😀

        Liked by 1 person

      6. Amulya says:

        Lolz !! Yeah..
        Well.. hve a nice time ahead..

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      7. Vivek says:

        You too…wait for my new words!

        Liked by 1 person

      8. Amulya says:

        Yeah sure….

        Like

  15. Ur choice to endup tht realtionship was correct… bcz one sud love n live with the person who truely loves.. n nt with a dictator…keep moving ahead bcz life gives many othr chnces to smile… keep smiling n keep writing… be blessed!!! 🙂

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    1. Amulya says:

      Thanx alot. Hope you’ll have a nice time ahead.

      Liked by 1 person

  16. Bobby says:

    Shall I mend your heart my sweet sister and sing you a lullaby ?
    very well portrayed. Keep moving, keep writing… God bless you!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Amulya says:

      Yeah!!
      Thank you bro!! Wrote what i was feeling… you were correct… things once shattered… cannot be mend again as before…

      Liked by 1 person

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